Frustration

Do I feel frustration, or am I frustration (in that moment)?  Any thing can cause it - this time it was receiving an over due bill from Telstra (telephone company) when I'd not even received the bill in the first place.  Trying to find 'your account' and logging on was impossible.  It just seemed to send me round in circles.  My wife, on the other hand, is able to see my mistake - yes mistakes still happen.  The more frustration I feel the more I insist on blaming 'them' and becoming blind to the possibility that I might have gone wrong some-where.  I think it feels better just to write about it....The mind just keeps tripping along.